The Hot Spot

Revival

2009-07-03T04:49:00.000-07:00

- Currently Serving The Nation -

Few more months till ORD (ORD LO!)

Two Years.
Day n Night.
I walk and ran, I keep stressin’ my body, body.
I look for company, but nothing that I gain.
What I need to keep this mundane life I live, live.
Now look at this.
Fatigue the magnet keeps attracting me, me.
I try to run, but see I’m not that fast.
I think the first but surely finish last, last.
Cause Day n Night.
The lone soldier seems to rest his body at night
He’s all alone through the day n night.
The lone soldier seems to rest his body at night, at night.
Day n Night.
The lone soldier seems to unable to rest his body on some night, some night.
He’s all alone, some things will never change.
Digging for his own bed through the night.
The lone soldier seems to unable to rest his body on some night, ah ah on that night.

Held his breath.
The lonely soldier carried on his solo military training.
He’s on the move, can’t seem to shake the weight off his shoulders.
Within his dreams he sees the changes in life he made.
Made.
The pain is deep.
A silent sleeper, you won’t hear a peep, peep.
The girl he wants seems to want him too.
It seems the feelings that she had are real.
Real.

Cause Day n Night.
The lonely soldiers seems to be awake even at night
They 're all alone through in the the jungle day n night.
The lonely soldiers seems to wander through places at night, ah ah at night.
Day n nite.
The lonely soldier seems to experience wonders of life.
He’s no longer alone, some things will change.
The band of soldiers seems to be fired up always, ah ah always

Fast Forward.
When the tempo quicks up and creates that bond, bond.
They seems alive, though they are feeling all blue.
The sun never stop shining man he’s super cool.
Cool.
The rainy days and nights, they stick together to remain alive.
They smoke a pack and then they’re on their way,
To fight their way in search of…
To push their limits in search of…
To sacrifice their lives in search of…

Day n Night
The lonely soldier seems to have comrades by his side.
They train those new lonely soldiers through the day n nite.
Nothing beats their personal experience as lonely soldiers.
Cause Day n Night.
The lonely soldier seems to be waiting to free his life in a few months time.
He’s not alone, some things will never be forgotten.
Awaiting his replacement to relieve of his appointment.
But not yet the duty to the nation.

- Currently Serving The Nation -

Differences

2008-03-12T19:17:00.000-07:00

If I do not want what you want, please try not to tell me that my want is wrong. Or if I believe other than you, at least pause before you correct my view.

Or if my emotion is more than yours, or less, given the same circumstances, try not to ask me to feel more weakly or strongly. Or yet if I act in some way other than your design for action, let me be.

I do not, for the moment at least, ask you to understand me. That will come only when you are willing to give up changing me into a copy of you.

I may be your spouse, your employee, your child, your parent, or your friend. If you will allow me any of my own wants, or emotions, or beliefs, or actions, then you open yourself, so that some day these ways of mine might not seem so wrong, and might finally appear to you as right -- for me.

To put up with me is the first step to understanding me. Not that you embrace my ways as right for you, but that you are no longer irritated or disappointed with me for my seeming waywardness.

And in understanding me, you might come to prize my differences from you, and far from seeking to change them, you might preserve and even nurture those differences.

Quite interesting rite... Got this from: http://www.geocities.com/mutmainaa/story/differences.html

Pain

2008-03-03T16:40:00.000-08:00

-Pain-

Pain,
a physical suffering
a physical distress
that invokes uneasiness
and discomfort to the beholder.

Pain,
a mental burden,
a result of
worries without solutions,
stress without rest,
pressure without cause,
stretching individuals
to their limits,
not with a choice.

Pain,
a heartache,
the only wound
that cant seem to heal,
longing for the one that is lost,
forgoing those that are around.

Pain,
the one I'm having now,
the mixture of all,
the agony and torture,
seems forever.
A twisted,
swollen ankle,
inflicted after having a bruised leg,
seems to be the worst punishment,
for the sins that I've done,
for the hatred that I've caused,
for the err that I've made,
oh god,
forgive me.
Amen.

*Do And Die.. Never Ask Why..*

Used To

2008-02-28T15:36:00.000-08:00

Artist: Chris Daughtry lyrics
Album: Daughtry
Year: 2006
Title: Used To

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had no where we needed to go
Nice and slow
To no place in particular

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I used to reach for you
I got lost along the way
I used to listen
You always had the just right thing to say
I used to follow you
Never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow
To anywhere at all

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be

I look around me
And I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you
It's empty and you're sad
Don't you miss the love that we had?

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
The only one around

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
The nights were clear for the first time that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought we used to know
At least there's you
And at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back?
To how it used to be yeah
To how it used to be

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Went for my road revision today,
Had a tragic fall today,
Passed my lesson 8 today,
Forgot to take my bag today,
Took a taxi today,
Came late for work today,
Ate a 'flooded' chicken rice today,
No mood for work today,
Booking my TP test today,
Bumped into an auntie today,
What's happening to me today!
~clueless

Learning Not To Love But Not To Hate

2008-02-27T17:00:00.000-08:00

"Fool Me Once Shame On You,
Fool Me Twice, Shame On Me"

It is hard to be the person you are not but it is worth everything in the world to be that person for your loved ones.
You fail and disappointment will overwhelm their hearts,
Guilt will thicken in your soul,
Regret will be forever in your heart.

To understand the feelings of others,
is a mystery,
yet to be resolved.

Everyone wears a mask in front of others,
the mask as,
an adaptation of interaction,
a presentation of oneself,
the beauty of lovers,
the smile of friendship,
the frowns of hatred,
a facade,
nay, a pleasant front,
a deceit,
nay, the truth,
a lie,
nay, the order of life,
You decide.

When someone sees the same person every day,
as had happened with him at the seminary,
they wind up becoming a part of that person's life.
And then they want the person to change.
If someone isn't what others want them to be,
the others become angry.
Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives,
but none about his or her own.

- The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho.

"What you did was beneath me.."

Moments at the Day-Dreaming World

2008-02-05T15:21:00.000-08:00

Hello!! Currently, I am slacking and yet earning at the same time.. Which is totally unfair to some. well, this morning, I wandered to the day-dreaming world while waiting for my bus to work. Quite shocking in the sense that memories of my past were flashed in front of me. Haiz. Missed some of them alot. There're alot of worries on my mind at the moment.. unnecessary ones.. Those that suck the very soul inside me.. A burden.. A mental burden.. Regrets, regrets and regrets. That should NOT be the way of life.. Decisions have to be made for the benefit of yourself, others, the society and maybe the world. but there are some that will require a matured perspective in order to realise the fact that the very decision made by myself will consume my time, efforts, heart, tears, blood, emotions and my function as a human being in my daily life. Will you leave your loved ones in order to see them truly happy in life? To chase their dreams and ambitions without your presence. Years of friendship does not count for anything once hatred seeps within the followers of Hatred and Revenge. Months of acquaintanceship does not count for you anything once you have known the true personality of the person. Hours spent together does not count for anything if those you are with dread every hour that passed whenever with you. Moments of joy are forsaken and forgotten once seconds of disagreement set in. Be Strong. Be who you are. And most importantly, accept those around you without expecting them to accept you. Learning points of the adventure in the Day-Dreaming World..

LaUghter

2008-01-30T14:30:00.000-08:00

Omg... The laughing gas struck me again... at the weirdest and untimely moment of my day...IN THE LIFT... with my colleagues, Su, Lina and Ben as well as other perm staffs after lunch.. Kinda cant resist from laughing.. Luckily, I didn't laugh alone.. That will make me look as if I just came back from IMH.. Oh my Niff!!! What an imbecile I am...